It has been a while since I last posted here. Been a little busy lately, academic related stuff, organization stuff, and being busy being lazy (does this even have a point?). Anyway, so right now I just felt like posting something here so I'll just go with what was on my mind before I started typing this entry.
You probably have an idea of what will be read in this entry or maybe not. I don't know if my title is vague or whatever. What I do know is that I'm simply typing whatever pops into my head right now (basically that's all I do in almost all of my entries so I don't think I should mention this again in the coming posts.).
Anyway, getting back to the point of this entry...
I know what I want. There are ways for me to get what I want. But i don't want to hope that I will be able to get what I want. Because hoping for something can lead to disappointments. Honestly speaking I'm getting tired of getting excited or looking forward to something because I have been disappointed a number of times.
I know that we can't escape that. Everyone experiences disappointments. But you know, there will be days when we just get tired of them and we decide on what to do for the time being. Right now I'm tired of getting disappointed so for the days to come I won't be looking forward or get excited about anything. The thing that will change my mind...well, I don't know just yet. I'm not sure how long this will last or if I'll ever get over this.
I don't know. Maybe I'll just leave everything to chance...for now.
---Gelatin
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