At the age of 20 I think that the world is there for me to explore. Like seriously, at this age I still have tons of things that I want to experience. Being an only daughter of strict parents, I just can't do so. Sucks, right? That's why my title says "not so free" since my freedom on a scale of 1 - 10 with 10 being the highest I'd say it's around 5.
Curfew is such a pain in the ass. I mean, come on I'm almost 20. I'm turning 20 in like more or less 3 months but still once the clock strikes 9pm my parents start looking for me. Hello dear parents I'll still come home to you don't worry. Can't actually put all the blame on them why my curfew sucks since the news is always about killings and crimes.
Another problem I have with my strict parents is that they rarely allow me to spend a night on a friend's house. I really can't understand why. Do they just love me too much or what?
I don't know. Maybe we all just have issues with our parents. Generation gap and other stuff. But I hope someday they'd stop controlling my life and let me decided once in a while.
My not so free part is done. Hm? What was it that I wanted to write for the young part? Well, as I said, I'm turning 20 soon. I think i'm at the borderline of being an adult. Like I feel that my days of being young is passing by really fast. Much more heavy responsibilities await me in the coming days and I fear that I won't be able to handle them. Like my preparation during my school days is not enough to prepare me for the heavy responsibilities the real world will be giving me.
Wild. I don't actually think I'm wild. After all I always have to be home by 10pm. But for the time I'm out of the house (or even when I'm here) I just really think I'm one heck of a roller coaster ride. Someone who'd do things that you least expect her to do or things you least expect would happen. Expect the unexpected as they say. I'm a really random person. I myself think I don't make sense at times. Like now, I simply decided to write on my blog. I didn't even think through what I would write about. A title pop in my head and I just let things run it's course.
Just look at the title of my blog, A Dash of Random Thoughts, I really think this reflects on me and my blog really well. And since I really have no idea what else to say I might as well cut this entry short.
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